Alone and confused your reality is not a dead end
Because in that dead end there is a wall to be climbed. Climb that wall.
Because you never felt you could make daddy A.K.A. that poor specimen of a man happy, you cater to charlie’s mini-man and wait for explosions similiar to a shook up sprite can.
Don’t shake that can unless its contents are right…not just the packaging.
You dont need to wonder how he was and who he was because his lack of parental artistry beared you the gift of a blank canvas.
Use your brush wisely.
Looking for acceptance in a dark man who holds his composure until attacked.
He aint gonna give you security. Slomins aint on your side or his.
He cant give you security(Pause) Hes not a man.
Simply a head with one eye…. CYCLOPS FAN.
Let get this straight, it takes more than him saying I’ll give you a birthday suit massage to truly embody the sincerity of saying “I got your back”.
Maybe he does, but thats because you like that poodle role.
So confused you gave him the cat.
Now that belly’s swole.
Expect more than wild nights, Hing ding and yanking on your hair to say he’s on the right track.
He should do his duty without the certainty of being suspended without pay.
He should hold the desire of sweating to see things work, Dismissing the notion of NO PRACTICE with the intent of getting major GAME PLAY.
Realize when you spill oil on your name that you’re not becoming famous but INFAMOUS.
And a man holding doors is not being whipped its CHIVALROUS
Know that those stains wont fade like the memory of your first heartbreak.
Know that you were born a flower but your petals are being plucked by pursuers who have an allergic reaction to your love and use their lust as an antibiotic. Killing you softly by stripping away your floral essence…your innocence.
Dont swallow unclaimed babies, swallow the notion that their pleasure is your career choice.
Allow your mind to break that idea down to small particles that will eventually be incinerated through the digestive process.
You are priceless also known as not for sale.
Until you realize this you will be on trial in the court of hell.
No chance for parole, no offer for bail.
FREE YOURSELF.
(Written by Alfred Blake)
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